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Tuesday, 02 December 2008

  • secret

    ill let you in on a little secret

    many things about edward cullen remind me of him


    silly, i know. regardless, the similarities scare me to some extent and it brings back a lot of memories (whatever little bit i had)
     
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    a vivid memory of his murmuring voice in my ear, that - - - - sound

Friday, 28 November 2008

  • giving myself a long break

    unrelated thoughts

    Stars shining bright above you, night breezes seem to whisper,
    "I love you"
    Birds singing in the sycamore tree, "Dream a little dream of me".
    Say "nighty-night" and kiss me.

    Just hold me tight and tell me you'll miss me.
    While I'm alone and blue as can be, dream a little dream of me.
    Stars fading, but I linger on, dear.
    Still craving your kiss, I'm longing to linger till dawn, dear.
    Just saying this: Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you.

    Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you.

    But in your dreams whatever they be, dream a little dream of me.

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    and the fear from day one sinks in once again.
    it passed out of sight momentarily
    being let down by the one person who managed to cast those fears away, giving me hope that there are ones that will be true
    i cant help but think, will it realize one day?

    what is i love you?

    till i give my heart away.
  • benefit of the doubt

    so, who was that girl?
    just a randomer.

    "i think i saw him at the club yesterday" "ive seen her there before. dancing with other guys. " "close enough to start making out any moment" "he was dancing" "busy feeling her up" "they were making out"

    it couldnt be him. he wouldnt do that. he couldnt.
    i really cannot decide which is better. a randomer or girl he actually was seeing while having a "hard" time getting his heart patched up together.

    revenge does not cut it. it just does not.
    i believed you were more than that.

    cuatro anos. now a stranger

    i know of no such person.

    mark this day and remember it.


Thursday, 27 November 2008

  • twilight

    I said it would be better if we weren’t friends, not that I didn’t want to be.

    "And so the lion fell in love with the lamb..."
    "What a stupid lamb."
    "What a sick masochistic lion."


    And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him

    love the way he just so casually put his strong arm around her shoulder, walking off together

    perfect movie :)


    on a different note:
    he made it so simple for you.
    never did anyone not burden you at all in a situation like that.
    are you sure you're doing the right thing?
    there's no turning back anyway.
    life has got to go on.


    babble babble babble




Wednesday, 26 November 2008

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